Dying Every Day
Hello world, When I was eight I wanted to be a writer. This lasted until high school. I don't know that I was ever particularly good at writing. I have these grandiose ideas about the person I could be and the person I am. I'm honestly not particularly great at anything, but I like to believe I am anyway. I am really good at complaining, but I'm not good about doing it in a way that gets other people to care. I've never been good at transitions. My therapist even spoke to that fact, though I mean it in a literary way and she meant it in a "dealing with stress" way. I've just never learned how to be calm or patient with a thought before jumping into the next one. I always figured I would just find myself a good editor. And I think this is a dangerous thing in analytical work. I have some sense of duty for providing good data, a good base, something to work off of. And I'm not too shabby at reviewing. But ask me to review my own work until it...